Random musings of an unspoken fear
i was jolted to read a blog entry of age long gone. describing my love or rather infatuation with "Someone"
It gave me the GOosebumps. But, more importantly, the realization that I could be so involved with Someone -emotionally - without being physically close. I shudder at how young my thoughts were then. Complicated, interwoven intricates swirling though my brain threatens to keep sleep off the edge at this moment.
It has been a terse night. And, I think I know why.